What Life Gives You

It has to given me

and given

and given

Yet all I see is what I wish I had

and blast if it had only given what I had asked for

then

then I would have happiness, right?

Only then

I'm stubborn on this point, I'M MAD!! Life's so unfair...

Yet, I don't know what I want... I don't even remember what I was asking for

I've been drowning in the sea

the darkness and the depth so unfathomable

like the words to an aching soulful song

I've been resenting what I've been asked to do, I DON'T WANT TO DO IT ANYMORE

No MORE

No MORE

No MORE

WAIT!!

What can I do?

What?

I see it, the light so faint and distant... what I want right? Yeah, I see it

Then it comes to me... I've been scared... AH scared

Blast!

That's it

I've gotta create who I'm going to be, and hold myself accountable for it...

Well, who else is going to do it?