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Monday, December 9, 2019

Grains of sand

Time

devourer

tears away at our memories

each year

they flap resolutely 

in the sands of time

fresh at first

then tattered

We

grasp at the memories

trying to feel

the shape of them

yet they sift through our fingers

as sand

Thursday, December 5, 2019

Sensing

I see castles in my mind, a dark corridor where I travel

I glimpse small bits of history

they stir something in me, a reaching after the past.

The fading wall paper, the empty rooms, the paint worn away on the stairs.

I feel, that if I sit for a while among it all

I will hear the echos of voices, long gone, and the tread of foot upon stair.

I run my fingers along the bricks

joined together with mortar and spikes of wood,

there, at the corner.

I feel the rough wood of the ancient house and press my palm to it

there is a sense of the person who carved this piece of wood,

I want to know them.

Feeling and standing, trying to sense those spirits

an elusive art

My awe and reverence are my personal memorial,

though others also stand and gawk.

It reminds me a bit of the fairies I used to conjure with my brother,

out in the quiet woods.

You give me that feeling, at times

Can history answer for things as they are today?

Walking through the silent somber halls of the ancient ruins

I slide my hand along the stones

feeling in a sense that I can pick up the presence

of those who have walked there before.

Another visitor

the ancient lord or lady

or even the wind

which holds all within it's invisible grasp and passes over all, eventually.

Fleeting thoughts permeate all we encounter.

we only leave a small sense

of who we are.

Unshed Tears

Sadness is clinging

to the end of my thoughts

like thick, dripping glue

welling up in my heart

coating

the images and intentions

suspended

as unshed tears

The psyches recognition

of the words

that I'm not speaking

The things

I regret

the things I cannot change.

Trapped

at the end of my thoughts

The truth

I cannot speak

held

lest my heart falls apart