At random moments my humanity will surface
A tear rolls down my cheek
A sigh
I feel
Emotional
For no apparent reason
and I have to reign it in
Because my time is being bought
by a multimillion dollar company
My heart, my breath, my mind
are not mine
Because I'm selling them
and signing up for more!
I am fighting to be relevant
fighting off the suffocation
so that I don't suffocate my loved ones
My breath
Breathe
Breathe
Work and breathe
sigh
Concentrate, Concentrate!
I can't, I can't! I want to be somewhere, I want to be doing something, but not this... please
