Wandering

Organizing 

If only I could grasp 

Enough of what I need 

I'll no longer have 

An empty 

Hole 

Where something should have been 

I'm whole 

But 

I lay awake 

Thinking of 

How I somehow 

Walked the path

To a door 

And it's closed

Prophecy

I lay awake in contemplation 

Of roads traveled

Portents seen 

An ending 

and a vision 

Passion that still haunts my dreams 

So much longing 

So aware 

Your kiss, your touch 

Intoxicating 

I really wish I didn't care

It is over, never ended 

Never to be seen again 

Heartbreak that my soul attended

Left unspoken 

On the air

Brains!

My brain wasn't very nice to me today 

It reminded me of things I've said 

In previous conversations

It reminded me that I've gained inches 

And pounds

It rebelled against 

Concentration 

Overextended my schedule 

By agreeing to do things

It has no intention of following up on

My brain is capricious 

It hides behind a fug of morning inertia 

Low down devil 

I'm going back to sleep!